“The issue is, P.A.’s marriage and true love.”
The overview of your question/issue: Berkanan, converse (a.k.a. Berkana)
Stagnation to the point of suffocation – lack of growth, lack of joy – stasis. You are like a beautiful seedling, desperately trying to reach the sun, the water, and the air – all of which are obscured by the piles upon piles of dead limbs heaped on top of you. You will not grow if you allow this situation to continue.
The challenge you currently face, or the roadblock to your happiness: Mannaz, reversed
Your heart center (4th chakra) is hollow. It is hollow because you give so much of yourself away, and reserve nothing for yourself. What’s more, what you give away is not appreciated. Spend more time thinking about your requirements for happiness instead of another’s.
The action your higher self is prompting you to take: Gebo, converse
Recognize what is limiting you and free yourself from it. Take advantage of an unexpected gift or opportunity – it is one of many ways out of the place you find yourself now. You already know this relationship is not what you would like it to be – ask yourself if you can still grow while within it, or if it is time to release it and move on. Do not be afraid that you will not be able to create better – you definitely can if you believe in the goodness and beauty in both yourself and the Universe.
Love and Light,
Response from client:
Thanks so much for taking the time and giving me this reading. Yes, the runes have very clearly indicated what I’m going through right now and reflects my feelings.
Re Gebo converse, cannot figure out how I’ll be able to get out of this relationship. What the future holds, how will I sustain myself – it all seems very scary.
Thanks so much once again.
I can see why the future seems scary. Not knowing how to go about making a change one knows must be made can be unsettling at best, and debilitating at worst.
In the reading I saw travel related to the Gebo rune – travel in the sense of going to stay with someone temporarily, as a first step. This is the “unexpected opportunity” alluded to above.
You have the strength to come out of this dark time. You are dearly loved, and are not alone.
Find a quiet space, take several deep, cleansing breaths, relax, and quiet your mind. Try holding this position for just a few minutes at first if that’s all you can manage, and practice progressively holding it for longer. In this place of peace and safety, ask the Universal Source of Love for guidance on what step to take to begin the process of leaving this relationship behind. If you don’t receive this guidance right away, don’t give up! Keep setting aside time every day to ask for guidance and to listen for it to come – eventually the whisper of what to do next will be heard, I promise.
One final thing – be like the wind. As you prepare to leave, do so silently. When you do leave, do so quickly and as invisibly as you can. Ask for guidance and protection from the Source of Love – you will get it.
I hope this has helped.
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